Sunday.....

Yesterday, I decided not to go out with AB. AB and I went out on Canada day weekend, the last weekend that AP was out of town. Last time, AB put the moves on me all night and then at my place, he tried to seduce me. AB holds no romantic interest at all, I cant see myself being with him. He is like a unich to me. So, even though I made it clear the other day when I made plans to go see the fireworks last night with him, that I wasnt interested in dating him, I didnt feel right going out with him at all. So when he called yesterday to confirm, I cancelled. I did right as he started acting like a spurned lover or something. I was in bed enjoying an amazing orgasm, and the phone rang. The first time I let it go as I was enjoying it too much. Then it rang again 5 minutes later. I thought maybe it would be AP and I thought we could have phone sex. It turns out it was AB (again). The first thing he asks me is where was I when he called earlier. I didnt like that at all. Then he said he called and left a message earlier. All accusatory like. I didnt like that either. AB is Syrian ( I think). I felt like I had to explain my every move. I can take so much from AP but I aint talking none of that from a male friend, or so I thought. My gut told me then to cancel the plans. Sure enough, as I was telling AB that I didnt think going out was a good idea, he gets all upset and accuses me of asking him out and playing with him. I didnt ask him out, I made plans with what I thought was a friend. Then he says all cold like "Well, I have a made a mistake, goodbye". And he hangs up. I think it was for the best. He kept telling me everytime that I was trying to make myself clear as to our relationship that he was leaving the door open and that he felt incredibly comfortable with me and time would allow me to see him as I should. So, AB is cut off at the quick before anymore can happen. I hope work doesnt get weird.
So, as AP is getting ready to leave for the cottage, he asks me if he can call me later. I tell him that I have plans for the fireworks and then we are going to listen to live blues, so I wasnt sure when he could call. So, he says to me "Well when are you free then?". I tell him that I'll call him before I go out.
So, I went out for groceries and my usual coffee and there is a message from AP. I called him back but left a message as the signal takes a while up there to trasnmit. He ends up calling me back half hour later from the cottage yesterday. We had just seen each other earlier that morning, but he felt the need to call me. So we chatted for a bit. He told me what he had done so far and what he was going to do the rest of the night. I didnt mention that I had cancelled my plans with AB. I didnt tell him who I was going out with. Just trying to avoid jealousy I guess. He didnt ask who I was going to the fireworks with and I didnt volunteer. I decided to get a bottle of cream soda and a pint of vanilla ice cream and get stoned and have ice cream floats. Man they were delicious!, just like when I was a kid. I called AP about 10:30 last night and it went right to voice mail. I continued on with my evening and had a blast by myself. There were times where I couldnt be alone at all. I am loving my time alone. I do what the fuck I want and I dont care if others think I am a loser or weird. I love it. So I went to bed not having talked to my honey......
The phone rings this morning at 10 and it wakes me up. Its AP, he just got up and wanted to say hi. awwwww! he told me he went to bed last night at 8 pm with a migraine and slept the whole night through til 10 am. And after eating, calling me was the first thing he did. So I told him that I cancelled my plans last night and I told him what I did instead. Then he says, the temperature drops to 4 degress celcius at night and he could have used a (or my?) warm body during the night to keep warm. I didnt say anything, he's the one who didnt ask me to go along.... Maybe next time.... Oh yeah - when AP was here last, he asked me when my birthday was, he knows its september but not sure of the date. I asked him why he wanted to know that, he replied that there is a huge paintball fight coming in september and he doesnt want to book it if it falls on my birthday as he wants to celebrate it with me. Well, obviously he plans to be around in September (which is good I guess). I took the day off so I can celebrate the night before and spend the day recouperating. Forty is a being milestone and I plan on either: a) having 40 drinks or b) having 40 orgasms or c) kissing 40 guys.... either way I am doing something that night 40 times. I like that AP is confident that we are still going to be together in two months, it gives me comfort to know that this 25 year old isnt just in it for the sex, although it is pretty hot. So, he is back in town tomorrow and I can safely guess that I'll be first on his list of people to hang out with and do whatever, fuck I hope.